Soak Me

Soak me, choke me, cloak me, cover me, wash my sin away.
Love me, feed me, guide me, kill me, I need you living within.
Bless me, seek me, breathe me so I may breathe you, I'm heavily reliant, overly obsessed, no denying, I have to DIE.

I hunger, I thirst, I yearn, I seek, I knock, I hunger, please, PLEASE, I only need, only breathe, only, ONLY YOU.
God I surrender here, my all, all I am, all I have, all I do, all my past, all my future, all my words, my breath, my thoughts, my desires, I direct all to you; all prayer, all passion and intelligence, all vision…..

I'm desperate for you, your word, your flesh, my life be praise to you Almighty.
This is not about the experience, the blessing, but you and you helping others through me. I will continue to search the globe for you, JESUS, your power, your truth, your way, strip away, wipe, scrape off everything that is not needed, every possession, every thought, every ambition, so it leaves only you…..

And that means, maybe I will be famous, maybe invisible, maybe popular or maybe alone, dirty or clean, a leader or a layman, a designer or a builder, a minister or a speaker.
BUT what is sure, I will be a priest, I will be a son of God, a worshipper, a prayer, a light, a peacemaker, a man of reconciliation, a runner of the race and a martyr…..

For me to live is Christ and to die is gain.
To LOVE is LIFE……

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