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Prophetic Guidance
Growth Notes from a Prophetic Clown
I
just took a vacation to go home to be with my family in North
Carolina. I wanted to share some things I learned. It seems
like this whole trip has taught me some things-as any good
trip does. I came home for three weeks. God had given me a
color over each week. This in addition to the normal infrastructure
of my week: Sunday do things which are genuinely restful like
taking a long walk and caring for your body; watching movies
and playing with friends. Monday has become a day and evening
of prayer for me. I usually don't eat much - fruit and celery
(that sort of thing) so I can feed my spirit man more. This
prayer "burden" has extended now into Tuesdays,
where I am usually able to write up insights and revelations
and send them out to friends. I am able to be strongly in
the gift of prophecy it seems on Tuesdays also, but usually
for writing.
Then I enter the "regular" week, and the realm
of personal guidance. Here, after praying that God rule over
every area of me, I use my own thinking and feelings to do
things which make sense. I am beginning to learn that personal
guidance comes by us giving our days to Him, but then using
our natural thinking and feeling to plan activities which
make sense - always of course being open to fresh revelation.
Since I move in the prophetic quite a bit, it has confused
me in the past what to do on days when I am not getting direct
revelation from God. But personal guidance and prophecy are
not the same thing - as I learned again these past three weeks.
The enemy attacked me with great confusion on my "regular"
work days, and I was falsely led to go places that were in
my opinion not God's best idea. This occurs when I let my
guidance be dictated by those inner voices which enter in
the exact same space as the prophetic voice does. It is confusing,
because, while yesterday it was God in that space you were
hearing, today it may be the enemy. So you need to know that
when you are not under prayer or prophecy it is important
to do your own thinking, and let God lead you from your normal
thinking and feeling. We do not stay in "revelation mode"
all week. And we need "normal days" so that we will
be strong when the burden returns to minister.
I am just now learning all this and it has been humbling.
The idea that we hear God all the time in that "prophetic
way" is false. None of us could live in that all the
time. God guides us through who he made us, and then at certain
times lets us move in His Prophetic gift which I do indeed
have and have developed by using it.
I have missed out on many things in my personal life by
not understanding how all this works. But now I see - thank
you Lord! May I not get caught again in such confusions. The
enemy is tricky and clever - and it is easy for prophetic
people to get misled in their personal lives. One must keep
the standard of scriptures and really lean on the rest of
The Body for personal counsel. We really need one another
- especially in this intensifying season! May God give you
his Wisdom as you grow in His Gifts and in your personal lives.
Hope this helps out some. Shalom, Derek
PS Also in personal guidance this last word helps-shalom.
If it is of God you usually have an inner peace about it.
The Fruits of the Spirit should accompany The Gifts of The
Spirit!
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